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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

30/09/2008 afternoon, One word. I'm Sad. Very sad.

I hate going to the hospital. I cant hold back my tears,  when i heard it. On the spot, I cried. I felt really embarrassing to let others know. I felt running to the toilet. Stop talking. I dun wanna listen to it anymore.

I'm sad to hear it and I'm sad that the person i needed, wasnt there to comfort me. I'm not hoping that the whole damn world to be sad with me. What I need, is just some comfort and guidance. What is more important than a person's life? To me, it's None.

Impact was great. I'm feeling lost. I dunno what to do. I was reluctant to go for the reunion dinner earlier but I think my emotions will get worsen, if I stay at home alone. No point if i go to bed earlier. I know I cant stop thinking about it.

I couldnt accept it. I cant imagine what would happen when the day comes. Guilty n regret for not paying more visits. Dissapointed bcuz I cant invite him home yet.

I wasnt enjoying my dinner. I need to put a smile on my face when I talked to my distant relatives. I dun feel like talking. I hope ppl around me would Stop asking/talking to me.

Prayer time. But I dunno what I want. I'm lost. How to pray?

Now u know sis, why i cried. U were wrong to think that I'm sad because of other stuffs.
Damn it. I Hate this. Hate this damn thing.



Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Hmm..I seriously dunno why i'm still awake at this time - 1.30 am  Mus be the blended mocha that i drank earlier ! regret now

Some updates abt my work :

Day 1

Well.. I looked extremely " Chan " on my first day of work ! The HR asked me in a serious tone
" Are u feeling sick today ? There's a panel doc on the 1# th floors "

Extremely tired but am lucky that my boss is bery interesting ! he showed me the live trades and also d ways to make 15000 on dat day itself ! Amazing

Of coz i went to d bed immediately after i had my shower and dinner..

The same routine goes from day 2 - day 5

couldn'y adapt to my working life yet ! Waking up early in the morning & sleeps early everyday is not my style of living in malaysia .. Wakes up at 7.20 am and sleeps at 8 - 9pm ! Unbelievable early !

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I'm glad that my boss is very nice to me ! he taught me numerous things ! that's what motivates me to go to work ! Other than that... nothing special lor.. it's pretty boring though cuz i gotta study whenever i'm free

Working enviroment is Ichiban - Very relaxing  Lunch break from 12.45 pm - 230 pm

Regarding colleagues... Hmm.. couldn;t click wid them at the moment ! so i'm pretty bored at the office  

worst, 90% of my colleagus at my department are Guys ! seriously got no topic to chat wid them..sigh  and i'm the only girl in my Team summore   

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3 common questions asked by my colleagues :

(1) age - they were surprised when i told them my age cuz they tawt i'm 19-21
(2) can u speak chinese?
(2) are u a malaysian?

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My first day of look = very " chan "

Oh well.. it looks the same for the rest of the week lol ! I dunno why i'm so tired even though i've slept for 11 hours !

Too much sleep or insufficient os sleep ?

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These pics are specially for Fang fang & Tricia....i noe u guys are missing someone lots ! especially u two hehehe..

 

 

 

TAAADDDAA!!!

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I Know it's not me larrr !! sob sob  this is for Collin hahahaha

 

 

IT's HIM ! Lau Boy Boy !

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See lar... He very Ke-Poh-Chi ! So hard to take his pics cuz he keep turning his head right & left zz

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Eh.. he's wondering " hw come this jie jie so pwetty one?"
JOking Joking  
He's actually staring at the food that i'm having it on my left hand ! Or else how to capture his picss !!
I am smart smart hahaha

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Yawn ~ ~ After waiting for a minute

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He's getting annoyed and started to bark at me after a couple of minutes of staring! hehehe....

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He still want summore after i fed him a couple of times ! Greeedddyy Doooggg

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Hope u guys enjoy the pictures

well... dun need to thank me tho.. jus buy some something nice for me will do ! Joking  heeeheee

History : Roughly 2 mths ago i guess.. Lau Boy Boy went for a Major Operation ! He had some stones at and around his bladder  there were some blood stain whenever he pees.. That's y there's a need for him to go for an operation  Bery sad huh  All of us were sad bcuz he needs to go through the pain and will be abandoned in the cage for 3 days !  

By the way the fees were not cheap ! it costs 1k ++

Pity him... he was dehydrated for a day because he didn't know how to drink the water with the water bottle provided by d vet 

I couldnt hold back my tears either when i paid him a visit after his operation   I wanted to bring him home so much after the operation ! He was Barking like a mad dog and Whinning SO loudly ! It was the first time i heard him whinning for such a long time  extremely sad....

A dog called Mimi who's next to him it's even more cham  

She's diagnosed wid a Breast Cancer and her chances of success was very slim ! we were surprised bcuz she looked so active at that time ! my sis and i also cried when we heard the story of hers  but thank god, d operation was a sucessful one !

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Omg ! I'm missing him now after this post ! omg =.= gotta grab him from my parents' room and put him next to me when i sleep tonite !! heheee


Monday, June 02, 2008

It's 4.40 am now and I couldn't sleep

So.. you guys mus be wondering why !! Something " Big " must have happened !!

A Bad one?
Well... It is  

Gaawwddd I'm gonna step into the Working world in less than 4 hours ! I'm not really excited tho  the worst thing is, Collin and i gotta start work on the Same Day on our Anniversary summore !!!  oh well both of us are employed by OSK Investment Bank and we got the same post - Futures Representatives but different location.

Many of my friends have been asking me, what was that ! But i guess the " Futures " term is no longer a foreign word to my friends who read my bloggy.. So i shall not elaborate further  

In short, it's almost the same as trading futures currencies like wad we had done at home.

Instead of currencies, we're trading Futures Commodities - Oil, soy beans, etc.. and KLSE Shares now. So yeah... that's my dream job because that's exactly what I want BUT in Malaysia leh

Regarding the pay it's not as attractive as my previous offers, but i think it's alright for a trainee - rm2k per month a bit higher than other trainees cuz i requested it hehehe  i need to sit for 2 papers and pass within 6 months, the probabtion period. the pay will be revised after 6 mths Provided if u obtain a license.. Anyway i dunno how much is d increment yet ! cuz d interviewer said it depends on my performance during the probabtion period but rm200 is the minimum increase.

I cant sleep now

I'm praying hard , hoping All of my colleagues are nice people.. especially my... er.. my trainner? Hope he/she is Bery nice and friendly person ! and my boss as well please...

I'm so afraid i cant get along with them.. Seriously  and i'm gonna bored to death  and please please no politics !! cuz i'm working at HQ  there're So many people working there ! I dun like

By the way.. my working hours are 8.45am - 6.15 pm from mon - friday  sometimes i gotta work on saturday too but no extra pay  and no OT as well  

I started to miss my student life especially in australia

ok gotta force myself to sleep now zzz

 


Monday, February 25, 2008

EeeeLlllllllllllllllOoooooooooooooooo everybody ! i noe u guys have been missing me lots eh? heeeeheeee

Before i start talking about myself.. i gotta wish my sista HAPPY BIRTHDAY first !! May ALL your wishes come true n grows wiser, cuter, prettier each passing day     

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Had her birthday celebration at Saisaki wid family & some relatives  

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Okay I knew u guys already notice that i've put on weight !after looking at the pictures above.. sigh trading is really sssttreeesss... it consume majority of my energy n concentration ! when such situation happen, i tend to get hungry more often  supper is a must and usually we eat during 3-4am summore  but luckily i got a good company to get fat together..i'm not alone ! muahahahaha  strange enuf.. i think i put on More weight than him lo... cuz i can no longer wear certain clothes

Bery busy with tradings recently.... that's y i didn't have much time to spare on blogging..Really !! seriously both of us have insufficient sleep everyday except during weekends & some public holidays in US & UK  

So far, our tradings are consider good la... manage to earn some income to survive hehee...and we started to get addicted to it too! This causes us to have insufficient & uncertain time to sleep... Imagine that I have to put my laptop next to me so I won't be missing any good opportunities & to keep track of the trades..sometimes i even wake up awhile just to check out d trades..

Trading futures contracts is a tedious task.. so dun even try it if u dun have the time to do it ! You gotta read a lot of news before u place a trade.. Somtimes, we need to wake up in d middle of the sleep just becuz of the News ! Btw.. Bloomberg n BBC are quite a boring channel  Believe me, u'll be seeing Bush on tv more than your bf/gf... Joking hehe..  By d way.. besides reading d news, during our spare time, we're doing some research to improve our current trading system too !! See la... so many things to do.. really busy and no entertainment during weekdays... but we still enjoy it hehehe  oh well..i believe our hardwork will be paid off one day  

Anyway lets pray Us n Uk wun get into a recession.. it'll make d traders to earn lesser due to d interest rates payment..Imagine i'm earning 5-10 aud interest per day now when i'm buying pounds.. If recession really happen, den i gotta pay 5-10 aud per day since i'm selling d pounds ! it takes quite some time for a country to recover from recession  UK started to show the bad signs which it used to happen during the 90's  lets pray dey can overcome it heeehee


Sunday, January 27, 2008

Numerous people hav been asking me the same question again...and.......again.......

Have u found a job??

And yep.. I just got a job on last Tuesday

Finally ! after slacking for almost 6 mths ..

Company's name : joanneNcollin

Please dun be shocked guys.. I'm really working for myself at home  

To keep it simple : Zhuzhu and I are trading futures contracts online..

Regarding the Ambank's offer, I already rejected it bcuz it's impossible to work and trade at the same time ..

Trading futures are NOT easy at all ! it's not as easy as we thought ! Emotion plays an important role in trading.. it has a big difference in trading btw a virtual fund and ur hard earn money / savings..

We're pretty stress while we're trading - afraid of the markets going against our trades & cause us to lose $$ 

Especially when u're away from your laptop.. you can't sleep and eat with an ease - u can't monitor ur trades & u dunno wad's going to happen in the next minute due to the extreme volatile market..

However, we believe that d stress level would definitely decrease when d time comes  when we started to adapt the active market 24/5, stress is no longer an issue for us

My first day of trading was on Tuesday and I'll never forget that day.. We've learned a very expensive lesson.. we suffered a huge loss when we're sleeping .. my heart was about to explode when i saw the trades turned to red in colour  when i said a huge loss - it's really huge and u'll be shocked  anyway we wun reveal it including to my family members bcuz no point of knowing it when we already recovered our loss on the 2nd day !!  For the first 2 days of trading, the stress can really kill both of us but I'm glad that we've managed to overcome it together   

The 3rd & 4th day was pretty cool cuz we learned from mistakes  and most importantly we started to know more about the attitude, trend & character of d active market  so things started to get pretty easy

So i wouldnt be free until CNY becuz i'm forced to spend a lot of time to master this.. I got no choice but to sacrifice my sleep too.. I wouldn't have as much sleep as before already .. 8 - 10 hours is my max perhaps..

I'm glad that i'm a finance student

Getting a good partner is very important too ! at least u got someone to share ur opinioin & strategies with and I'm blessed that i've found u , zhuzhu  he's not only my piggy now but also a business partner hehehe



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